Here we go again…

eirenical:

eirenical:

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…an attempt at a to-do list.  *wince*

  • Adulting stuff
    • Find out wtf is taking so long with hearing back about my insurance appeal.  IT’S BEEN FIVE MONTHS.  UGH.  At least acknowledge that I sent it, douchebags.
      • Emailed my case manager.
    • Email about tea tins
    • Email about shoes.
    • Send pay stubs to insurance company.
  • Work stuff
    • NOTHING.  GLORY FUCKING HALLELUJAH.
  • School stuff (…and here we go :P)
    • Email back that one prof to thank her for agreeing to be on my dissertation committee.
    • Stat
      • Write abstract for paper
      • Finish discussion section for paper
      • Add procedures to research design assignment and submit it.
    • Qual
      • Write memo 14

      • Write memo 15
      • Write 1st article review
      • Write research proposal
      • Write 2nd article review
      • Write research paper
      • CRY A WHOLE LOT BECAUSE THERE’S NO WAY IN FUCK THAT’S HAPPENING BY TOMORROW.

Well… got the two memos done?  *headdesk*

Of course, now I’m starting to feel all shaky and twitchy and nauseous and just… not good.  I tried making some tea to calm me down, but I think the caffeine is actually making it worse for a change which NEVER HAPPENS.

I emailed the professor to tell her that I did the two memos and she’ll probably get my first article review by tomorrow and the rest by next week, so that should have decreased my anxiety, but I JUST WANT THIS DONE.  I WANT IT DONE AND I’M SO STRESSED OUT OVER IT AND IF I TAKE A BREAK NOW I WILL NEVER GET BACK TO IT AND–

*deep breath*  This is not helping.

Indulging the anxiety spiral NEVER helps.

I’m going to go feed my cat dinner and sit with him for a few minutes and hope that helps.  Then I’m going to come back and try my hand at this fucking article review again.  The worst thing that will happen is I don’t get it done tonight.  And that’s not the end of the world.  I’m OK.

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