Here we go again…

eirenical:

eirenical:

…an attempt at a to-do list.  *wince*

  • Adulting stuff
    • Find out wtf is taking so long with hearing back about my insurance appeal.  IT’S BEEN FIVE MONTHS.  UGH.  At least acknowledge that I sent it, douchebags.
      • Emailed my case manager.
    • Email about tea tins
    • Email about shoes.
      • Pack up broken shoes to take to Fedex
    • Send pay stubs to insurance company.
  • Work stuff
    • NOTHING.  GLORY FUCKING HALLELUJAH.
  • School stuff (…and here we go :P)
    • Email back that one prof to thank her for agreeing to be on my dissertation committee.
    • Stat
      • Write abstract for paper
      • Finish discussion section for paper
      • Add procedures to research design assignment and submit it.
    • Qual
      • Write memo 14
      • Write memo 15
      • Added:
        • memo #1 which I never did from last semester
      • Write 1st article review
      • Write research proposal
      • Write 2nd article review
      • Write research paper
      • CRY A WHOLE LOT BECAUSE THERE’S NO WAY IN FUCK THAT’S HAPPENING BY TOMORROW.

Right.  So, after my massive freakout earlier tonight, another anxiety attack, and three separate crying jags (thank you again, @dreamer-wisher-liar for helping to talk me down), I have made more progress.

Literally the only things I have left are the two article reviews (FUCK THOSE, SERIOUSLY), and my research paper.  I could have gotten the research paper done tonight, since the beginning half is literally just the proposal with the tenses changed and with changes accounted for, and the second half is basically what I outlined for my presentation, so that’s done except for fleshing it out, but there’s a section for the article reviews and if I couldn’t do those, I couldn’t hand it in anyway, so I decided to fudge my way through the trailing memo from last semester that I never did because I didn’t read the book.

*coughs* *tiny voice* I still haven’t read the book.  Hopefully she won’t be able to tell that.  I mean… she never figured it out from the memo about the other book.  So… *crosses fingers*

But literally, I have two article reviews and half a research paper standing between me and BEING DONE WITH THIS SHIT and I really hope that my professor can straighten me out tomorrow because if not, I don’t know what the fuck I’m going to do.  😦

On the upside… LOOK AT HOW MUCH I FUCKING ACCOMPLISHED TODAY, HOLY SHIT.

I’m actually kind of impressed.  O_o;;;

And yet I still somehow feel like I accomplished NOTHING… because I didn’t get those article reviews done.  FUCK, I HATE MY BRAIN SOMETIMES.  *sigh*

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