do you think that after the barricades fell marius just has a hard time trusting people again.
he walks into the bakery, unable to look up because there’s the baker’s apprentice and he was the one who was enthusiastically smiling and promising to join them.
walking down the street he sees the family that closed their doors to his friends, sending them off to face the bullets.
he walks into an officer that was looking at him from the other side of the barricade not even a fortnight ago
every day he walks through the town full of people that turned their backs on them, the people who didn’t come when they called and though the blood of his friends isn’t on their hands, he sees it there because he needs to blame someone to make it just a tiny bit less painful