So… interesting day, today.  Took the first step on the road of possibly getting myself diagnosed and treated for the ADHD I’ve known I had for at least 4-5 years, now.  Which means meds.  Which is honestly a little terrifying, but… I’m tired of not doing my best.  Especially when the reason I’m not doing my best at anything is that I can’t focus enough TO do my best at anything.  UGH.  Anyway.  So, that’s a thing.

Also had our last rehearsal before Saturday’s concert and my solo went a HELL of a lot better than it did last night.  I don’t know why I choked so bad last night, but I went home and rehearsed the SHIT out of it and it sounds much better, now, so I’m not going to question it.

Of course… now I’m feeling the three 3-hour rehearsals + home rehearsal time and my throat is NOT thanking me.  So.  Chamomile tea.  *sigh*  I really don’t like chamomile tea.  If only it weren’t so good for voice strain.  😛

Anyway, I have exactly one day now to do the three assignments I have due, so I’m going to try to put myself to bed as soon as I’m done with my tea, in the hopes I’ll be up early enough to get it all done.  And I’m saving that last prompt for when I get my work done, so I have something to look forward to.

I hope you’ve all been doing well!  *snugs*

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