i’m having a really shit night
something’s just… not right in my head right now
i’m a ridiculous ball of depressive anxiety and i’m hungry and queasy at the same time and i can’t stand being in my house because i can’t fucking sit still but there’s nowhere to go and nothing to do and no one to do it with and everything hurts in this vague and annoying way that i can’t really do anything about
*sigh* i wish i could just go to sleep and have a mulligan on this whole fucking shithole of a day