IT IS 3 AM AND I HAVE TO BE UP IN 3 HOURS. PLEASE I WOULD LIKE TO SLEEP NOW.

IT HAS TAKEN ME OVER AN HOUR TO TRANSCRIBE 9 MINUTES OF THIS 44 MINUTE INTERVIEW.  AT THIS RATE I’LL BE AT IT FOR FOUR MORE HOURS.  *sobs inconsolably*

ARGH. NEW PHONE = ALARMS RESET = TODAY’S WORK ALARM NOT TURNED OFF EITHER

*sobs softly* nooooooooooooo

I JUST WANT TO SLEEP IN UNINTERRUPTED ONE FUCKING DAY THIS WEEK. IS THAT SO MUCH TO ASK????

So, as bad as yesterday was, today was about 1000 times worse.  I feel like I could really use a good cry, but I’m afraid once I start, I won’t be able to stop.

At this point there’s nothing left to jinx, because the worst has pretty much already been said.

The biopsy isn’t back yet, but my dog has cancer.

It’s bad.

So.

There it is.

I’m going to go cling to my cat for a while, now.

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And now on top of this generally awful day, I have the headache from hell.