*sigh* Do you know what’s frustrating? When you look through all of your favorite tags and realize that NOTHING in them is even vaguely appealing to you and that the few posts in them that aren’t blocked because of blacklisted things are posts you’ve already seen thanks to tumblr’s recommended posts thing. *more sighing* I don’t want to get out of this fandom. I LIKE this fandom. But I feel like my interests have drifted so far away from where most of the fandom is that I kind of don’t belong there anymore? I mean… FFS, I don’t even like the things people are posting for my OTP. -.-;;; Maybe I’m just too picky. Anyway. Don’t mind me. I’ll get over it.
ETA: And then you find one you REALLY LIKE and would like to reblog… just to find out you reblogged it already like TWO DAYS AGO. *headdesk*
Holy oh my goodness. O_O 135 new notes in the last 6 hours. Who on Earth found that post? O_o;;; DAMN.
Still my most popular post, now at 2302 notes. Not at all surprised. At least it’s one I’m proud of. ^_^
I was going to sit down and do some writing today. Then my mom called and got me all stressed out about a stupid thing because my response (that I didn’t know if I could do the thing she wanted me to do because I’d never done it before and have never given her any indication that it is a Thing I Do) stressed HER out and that’s clearly ALL MY FAULT because I Always Do That.
And I opened the fic file anyway (it was FYFM chapter 19, BTW) and reread what I wrote last night and I’m sitting here thinking, “OMFG THAT IS SO OOC, WTF IS WRONG WITH ME, WHY DID I THINK THAT WAS OK TO WRITE?” and then I realized that it ISN’T OOC for how I’ve been writing these characters for the whole damned FIC, it’s just that THIS WAS AN E/R PART AND REQUITED E/R JUST READS AS SO OOC TO ME NOW AND HOW AM I EVER GOING TO FINISH THIS FIC IF I CAN’T GET MY HEAD AROUND E/R ANYMORE?