…an attempt at a to-do list. *wince*
Adulting stuff
Find out wtf is taking so long with hearing back about my insurance appeal. IT’S BEEN FIVE MONTHS. UGH. At least acknowledge that I sent it, douchebags.
Emailed my case manager.Email about tea tinsEmail about shoes.Send pay stubs to insurance company.Work stuff
NOTHING. GLORY FUCKING HALLELUJAH.- School stuff (…and here we go :P)
Email back that one prof to thank her for agreeing to be on my dissertation committee.Stat
Write abstract for paperFinish discussion section for paperAdd procedures to research design assignment and submit it.- Qual
Write memo 14
Write memo 15- Write 1st article review
- Write research proposal
- Write 2nd article review
- Write research paper
- CRY A WHOLE LOT BECAUSE THERE’S NO WAY IN FUCK THAT’S HAPPENING BY TOMORROW.
Well… got the two memos done? *headdesk*
Of course, now I’m starting to feel all shaky and twitchy and nauseous and just… not good. I tried making some tea to calm me down, but I think the caffeine is actually making it worse for a change which NEVER HAPPENS.
I emailed the professor to tell her that I did the two memos and she’ll probably get my first article review by tomorrow and the rest by next week, so that should have decreased my anxiety, but I JUST WANT THIS DONE. I WANT IT DONE AND I’M SO STRESSED OUT OVER IT AND IF I TAKE A BREAK NOW I WILL NEVER GET BACK TO IT AND–
*deep breath* This is not helping.
Indulging the anxiety spiral NEVER helps.
I’m going to go feed my cat dinner and sit with him for a few minutes and hope that helps. Then I’m going to come back and try my hand at this fucking article review again. The worst thing that will happen is I don’t get it done tonight. And that’s not the end of the world. I’m OK.