I have written exactly nothing for Barricade Day. For the second year in a row. *sigh*
On the upside, I did cave in and buy a ridiculously overpriced ticket to see Les Mis tomorrow. Since it will be the last time (probably for a long while) that I’ll be able to go see it on Barricade Day. So, that’s not nothing.
If I am so moved, or I have the energy, I may try to get something written for Monday, since it’s technically still Barricade Day, but I wouldn’t hold my breath. 😛
I also don’t have a special queue planned for tomorrow.
I utterly fail at Barricade Day this year. -.-;;; Sorry guys!
Damn it. I was finally over this morning enough to start trying to do something. So, I started writing. I was on a roll. But that damned left pinky finger still fucking hurts every time I hit a key with it and it’s getting to the point where it’s unbearable. Fuck. So much for writing, I guess. *sigh*
I was going to sit down and do some writing today. Then my mom called and got me all stressed out about a stupid thing because my response (that I didn’t know if I could do the thing she wanted me to do because I’d never done it before and have never given her any indication that it is a Thing I Do) stressed HER out and that’s clearly ALL MY FAULT because I Always Do That.
And I opened the fic file anyway (it was FYFM chapter 19, BTW) and reread what I wrote last night and I’m sitting here thinking, “OMFG THAT IS SO OOC, WTF IS WRONG WITH ME, WHY DID I THINK THAT WAS OK TO WRITE?” and then I realized that it ISN’T OOC for how I’ve been writing these characters for the whole damned FIC, it’s just that THIS WAS AN E/R PART AND REQUITED E/R JUST READS AS SO OOC TO ME NOW AND HOW AM I EVER GOING TO FINISH THIS FIC IF I CAN’T GET MY HEAD AROUND E/R ANYMORE?
…I should really know better than to watch Velvet Goldmine when I’m in “obsessing over the sw prequels” mode. Because that ALWAYS leads to me wanting to write a reincarnation AU and that just never ends well. -.-;;;
…I just woke up with an entire sw ficverse in my head. D: I DO NOT HAVE TIME FOR A FIC THAT SIZE. TT^TT