June 5th, 1832
I had a dream my life would be…
So different from this hell I’m living
when obi wan tells anakin ‘i loved you’ its delivered not in anger but…in sorrow. this is obi wan. master jedi. paragon of the jedi code. and he’s telling anakin a secret. i loved you. i failed. i couldnt follow the rules either. i care too much about you. i loved you. i loved everything. all our time together. i said don’t get attached. don’t fall in love. jedis don’t need them. jedis are outside of emotion. but you. oh you. you, i loved. i loved you so much. so much so that even when you became a sith, i couldn’t kill you. so much so that even when you told me you hated me, i still loved you. so much so that i cared about you so deeply, so longingly, that i dedicated the rest of my life to watching over your son. that i never told him what you became. that i wanted to keep the memory of you as the powerful, strong, jedi, the one your son believed, true. i loved you.
| ♕ | on n’enterre jamais l’avenir
The Death of Jean Prouvaire: Shoujo Cosette
“Here they talked of revolution
Here it was they lit the flame…”
And when my time is up
Have I done enough?
Will they tell my story?
they had lights inside their eyes