hurt meme.

blueneighbcrhood:

• “ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”
• “i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”
• “my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”
  
• “i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”
  
• “don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!”
  
• “i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”
  
• “please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”
  
• “you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”
  
• “you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”
  
• “i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”
• “i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”
  
• “i fucked up, why do you not care?”
  
• “i can’t walk, just go on without me.”
• “you have broken ribs, take it easy.”
• “i have no idea how to do cpr.”
• “whose blood is that?”
• “apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”
• “don’t you dare fucking let go!” 
• “what the hell happened to you?” 
• “are they dead? did you kill them?” 
• “do you know what you’ve done?” 
• “you’re either with me or against me.” 
• “who the hell did this to you?” 
• “are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 
• “i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 
• “when was the last time you ate?” 
• “what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 
•  “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 
• “for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 
• “there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 
• “are you… throwing up in there?” 
• “why aren’t you eating?” 
• “just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 
• “i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 
• “i woke up, & you were gone.” 
• “just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 
• “it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

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Time to get cracking…

…so it’s time to bring back this to-do list that got derailed the other day.

• Work Stuff
• Grade prereq exams (22)
• Email students
• Organizational stuff
• Grade prof exams (39)
• 8 down, 31 to go
• Email students
• Organizational stuff
• Submit midterm grades before 5 PM  O_o;;;
• Maybe start looking at putting together a syllabus for the summer?
• School stuff
• Qual
• Write last semester’s lit review (3 articles)
• Write this semester’s lit review (3 articles)
• Write last semester’s research proposal
• Catch up on memos you’re behind on (x4? IDEK)
• Clean up interview transcriptions
• Start coding interviews
• Transcribe observation notes
• Stat
• Do whatever thing it was you were supposed to do for last week?  (look that up)
• Get over to school and deliver your transcript to the transfer credit people
• Other Stuff
• Go to hardware store and get metal bars for bookbinding
• Ordered from Amazon
• Look into finding a paper wholesaler
  
• Go to Best Buy and try to find out what’s wrong with your phone/exchange it.
• *grumbles* Stupid fucking multiview screen. 😛
• Maybe go to Verizon store first?
• They suggested I go to Best Buy.  😛
• Write something
• FYFM 19
• Reply to comments!  😀
• No Man is an Island 4
• Muet 9 (or is it 10 now?  O_o;;;)

My goal for today: GET MY GRADING DONE, IF I CAN.  And then do some writing.  ^_^