hurt meme.

blueneighbcrhood:

  • “ i got you. it’s gonna be okay, you’re going to be okay.”
  • “i feel like everyone’s miles away from me.”
  • “my mind is a dark place. you don’t want to be there.”
  • “i know this hurts, but you have to stay awake.”
  • “don’t close your eyes, please don’t close your eyes!
  • “i just want to be numb, i don’t want to feel anything.”
  • “please don’t do this, don’t act like you care.”
  • “you don’t care, nobody cares, just leave.”
  • “you’re my friend, of course i fucking care.”
  • “i can’t give up on you, so please don’t give up on yourself.”
  • “i love you so much, i forgot what hating myself felt like.”
  • “i fucked up, why do you not care?
  • “i can’t walk, just go on without me.”
  • “you have broken ribs, take it easy.”
  • “i have no idea how to do cpr.”
  • “whose blood is that?
  • “apply pressure to the wound, don’t let go.”
  • “don’t you dare fucking let go!” 
  • “what the hell happened to you?” 
  • “are they dead? did you kill them?” 
  • “do you know what you’ve done?” 
  • “you’re either with me or against me.” 
  • “who the hell did this to you?” 
  • “are you alright? you hit your head pretty hard…” 
  • “i can’t see!! what’s happening to me?” 
  • “when was the last time you ate?” 
  • “what do you mean you’re fine? you are not fine!” 
  •  “i’m fine, it’s just a flesh wound, i’ll be okay.” 
  • “for how long? how long were you bottling this up?“ 
  • “there’s so much blood, you won’t last.” 
  • “are you… throwing up in there?” 
  • “why aren’t you eating?” 
  • “just breathe… you’re okay, i promise, just breathe.” 
  • “i can’t breathe, i can’t –” 
  • “i woke up, & you were gone.” 
  • “just tell me something, was it really worth it?” 
  • “it’s okay to hurt & breakdown. you don’t have to be strong all the time.”

Time to get cracking…

…so it’s time to bring back this to-do list that got derailed the other day.

  • Work Stuff
    • Grade prereq exams (22)
      • Email students
      • Organizational stuff
    • Grade prof exams (39)
      • 8 down, 31 to go
      • Email students
      • Organizational stuff
    • Submit midterm grades before 5 PM  O_o;;;
    • Maybe start looking at putting together a syllabus for the summer?
  • School stuff
    • Qual
      • Write last semester’s lit review (3 articles)
      • Write this semester’s lit review (3 articles)
      • Write last semester’s research proposal
      • Catch up on memos you’re behind on (x4? IDEK)
      • Clean up interview transcriptions
      • Start coding interviews
      • Transcribe observation notes
    • Stat
      • Do whatever thing it was you were supposed to do for last week?  (look that up)
    • Get over to school and deliver your transcript to the transfer credit people
  • Other Stuff
    • Go to hardware store and get metal bars for bookbinding
      • Ordered from Amazon
    • Look into finding a paper wholesaler
    • Go to Best Buy and try to find out what’s wrong with your phone/exchange it.
      • *grumbles* Stupid fucking multiview screen. 😛
      • Maybe go to Verizon store first?
        • They suggested I go to Best Buy.  😛
    • Write something
      • FYFM 19
        • Reply to comments!  😀
      • No Man is an Island 4
      • Muet 9 (or is it 10 now?  O_o;;;)

My goal for today: GET MY GRADING DONE, IF I CAN.  And then do some writing.  ^_^